Why is it that every fucking time someone takes a picture of my face I end up looking like an old hag in drag? I have the manliest features. On top of this, no tits, a fat ass, and hair everywhere. Not blessed. Fat arms, unreasonably big feet, short hair, weak nails. To be frank, I am fucking hemmorhaging more blood out of my vagina right now than I have ever in my entire menstrual past and my iron deficiency is now what I would call life threatening, seeing as I don’t have enough energy to stand up.
I hate myself. But there are so many things to worry about I can’t even begin to tackle any of this.
Right now I feel anxious and unloved and I woke up in my boyfriend’s arms crying because I feel so incompetent all the time.